Goodbye and I'm Sorry

I ain't gonna lie
Tonight I might die
But hey I have lived a long life

I might make the ones I love cry
And although I am sorry for all the lies
I don't want to say my goodbyes

Please accept that I have fallen from grace
I'll probably be a beautiful corpse covered in lace
And you will cry but please be strong and be safe.

I am sorry if this is my final goodbye from this painful race

*Author's note* i wrote this when i was feeling my heartbeat being up and down and now i feel better and recovering since i almost overdosed...i made this on 1-22-13