Hun, you'll get better. Promise. :)
It'll take a lot of time but it will happen because you have so many people by your side to help you through.
I know the blade may call your name hun but you need to do everything you can to resist it.
You wanna get better.. it will take a lot of effort and I will be here, promise.

This almost made me cry, it made me want to run to you and take the knife from you and hug you!! Wow, this poem is driving me insane it is sooooo good, outstanding job one of my favorites of yours! 100/100