To try to prevent suicide my way

Death
the one word we all fear but know
death can be the hardest thing
that I know for a fact
I've watched many people I loved die
my first fiancé and our un born baby girl
my best and very first friend
the girl I loved died in my arms
my grandma
the one girl I trully loved
and five more of my very close friends
death
I once didn't fear death
I wasn't afraid to die
I even tried to kill myself so many times
but no longer
cause I learned something
I learned it the hard way
I learned to fear death
and to treasur life
cause it can end at any secont
and I learned that
if I don't want to live for myself
then I should live for the ones that I have lost
and for the ones who I haven't lost
so for me I'm living for them not for myself
so if you think about suicide
think a moment befor you do
and ask yourself
IS IT WORTH IT
cause to take your life is selfish
trust me I know
if you can't live for yourself
then live for the ones you love
or for the ones you have lost