I almost burst into ters when I read that first line, another remarkable piece written by another remarkable writer! :)

Beautiful and so touching.. Well done.

This was a good write Alex, I've noticed you were new here!

I really enjoyed reading this and could connect a lot with the emotion here, however I'd like to offer some constructive criticism if I may... The way you have formed this in a paragraph without punctuation makes it a tad difficult for the reader to tell where one sentence begins and another ends. Maybe if you trying breaking some of that up like:

"As you turn and look into the mirror
you see only pain and sadness,
thinking for what
asking yourself,
how did I get here, what did I do?"

Something along those lines, it doesn't distract the reader that much and allows us to focus more on the topic in which you're writing about. You also had a couple spelling errors- "your self" is written yourself, and I think at the end you meant to write "As you did what* everybody wanted."

Keep writing!!! (:

xoxo Crystal