Past still haunts me

Time goes so slow
Now that you're gone
I'm so alone
Living in the memories
You left behind
How can I move on
When everything reminds me
Of the past we used to have
I guess nothing good lasts
You seemed so strong till the end
You were so brave
I couldn't have lived in your shoes
It happened so long ago
But it's still fresh in my mind
I try to put it in the back of my thoughts
But it always pushes forward
And causes me to crash
I try to smile pretend i'm okay
But I guess we are the only two
Who can see I'm lying
Who can see straight through
The fake smile
The fake laugh
And the fake I'm fine
I miss you so much
I can't close my eyes without seeing your face

(Ryan 20-2-2012)