A lie is in the shape of you

Like the waves of the sea,
your memories are touching my heart.
I can not longer swim in the depths of this love.
how can I accept the reality
that you are not mine?

I'm finding the ways to forget you
with my dark life
I think the dark choose me
as it all time favorite
life going in the way of surprise.

I could see
the cheap smile even in my mirror
because you cheated me
or am I still cheating myself?
because I keep the hope
like a mad man
that you will come back again,
but the only truth
that I have found in my life
is that
A lie is in the shape of you.