My secret hope

I secretly hope this is normal...
That every girl loves someone like I love you.
That everyone gets jealous of every person that could have a chance of you loving them more then you love me.
I silently pray everyone's brain snaps this way.
That your best friend is my worst enemy.
That everyone is seen in a light that I will never be seen in,
I secretly wish everyone dies this way...
I secretly hope this is normal...