I Reach Out My Fingertips

I reach out my fingertips
But all I find is empty space
Cause you're not here
The tables are turned now
You've left
You're not here with me
I'm wondering where you are
And what I did
Missing every press of your words
Against the skin of my heart
Are you mad at me
Did I do something wrong
Did I let you down
Last time we spoke
Did I push you away
Did I wrong your life
Did I hurt your heart
Please let me know
'Cause it's killing me
Not knowing if you're alright
I cry myself to sleep
Visions of you not with me
And it tears me apart
In very move I make
I'm Wondering where you've been
You used to be right in front of me
Wanting to be beside me
As I wanted you with me
But now you are no where's to be found
No trace of where you could have gone
Other then my own imagination
Thinking up the worse case scenarios
Torturing myself
With everything that could have happened
And where you could be
The ER
Six feet under
Did you find another
Are you in danger
Do you think I don't want you
Because I want you so badly
And I am worrying like crazy
Are you okay?!!