Its been a couple days since we last talked... Are you okay?... Because im not... No matter how hard I keep trying I just get sicker and sicker... Im not eating anymore and I started cutting again... I miss you in my life... I cried last night when I looked at your mom and realized this is it... Im sorry im not ready and I cant make you happy... Hopefully you will find that perfect girl... And I hope im there to see you finally happy with your princess.. I cant explain how sorry I am...but I hope one day we will be friends again..