Big girls dont cry

I hide the tears
That threaten to fall
I smile through the pain
That eats at my heart
I died on the inside
Now only a shell
A Hollow /empty shell
That echos with pain
You don't want me anymore
You don't care
You given up on me
And the pain of knowing that cuts deep
Hitting my heart
And tearing it apart
All i want
Is to have you back
But i know you never will
So i keep smiling
Because big girls don't cry.

(Title credited to song...big girls don't cry)