Friends?

I thought you were my friends,
I thought you'd always be here,
But when things get hard,
You all just disappear

You know I'm not crazy,
You know I'm not insane,
So why do you continue,
To multiply my pain

You don't know what to do?
Well neither do I!
I didn't ask you to help,
I didn't ask you to lie

I just wanted you there,
To be with me in the end,
I didn't need much,
Just a friend

I guess that's too hard,
Sorry for the complication,
I'll try something else,
A different medication

I'll stop ruining your fun,
I'll leave you alone,
You go party,
I'll cut at home

I'll stop troubling you with my problems,
I know there not yours,
But just remember,
We're not friends anymore

Oh and this wasn't directed to people on this site, you guys are all super nice and understanding :)