Finally Mine

What do I do?
I'm so confused.
I try to be patient
I try to understand
but I don't
I don't understand why u block me out
Why u push me away
Why u come off so cold
In a drop of a hat
I welcome u in open arms
But u turn away
I try to kiss away ur tears
But u back away
I reach out to help heal and numb the pain
But u keep urself locked away
why do u do this?
Why would u rather suffer alone?
Why do u deny my love?
Why hold me at arms length?
It breaks my heart
and cuts so deep
To feel ur turn away
to close off ur love
When u can't look me in the eye
When u try and deny
It hurt me bone deep
But I will lock the pain away
I will put a fake smile on my face
And give u ur space
Give u ur time
And maybe then
ull be finally mine.