The Open Door

The sun's light beam from the clear blue sky
The glow of your presence is near me
I dare the dark clouds to come form there circle
The rain today are for mine eyes to give

For my love have I lost
Gone from this world
But not from my heart
You have the key open the door

My mind stays in the mist of memories
And memories of things that never was
Our love was a forbidden one
The sweetest sin I won't repent

He was the dark and the light
The cold and the warmth
Of dreams and nightmares
My villin my hero

You cut me like a knife
Then would kiss at the scar you left
You cut me again
Then love we made

You put my mine in a tailspin of confusion
Do you love or do you hate
I want to get away
But yet I want to stay

I'm at your door
Please let me in
I have a key
And by your hand its thrown away

All around me are voices
They tell me to be free
And leave you behind
For the pain you caused

But joy would be mines
For apart of your life
Grew within me
A baby girl with beauty to envy

Oh how I miss my Leo
The fire of your passion burn so strong
That the volcanic realm was put to shame
The air of Aquarius can no longer bring life to the flames

But theres no need to
Your spirit lives on in the wind
I can feel it around me
Hold me close

We will meet again my love
That I no for sure
Death is promise to us all
That's just how it has always been

Until that day comes
I will carry the memory of you in my heart
My first love
Father of my child

For the rest my life I will miss you
Or love story was written before time
I was yours and you were mine
The open door.

RIP- LDH

Last year, my first love was killed in a hit and run we have a 6 year old daughter and we miss him so such.