Not written in a while.

by Abandoned Angel   Feb 11, 2014


Not written in a while,
not put my pen to page.
Not filled the blanks with words,
not tried to hide the pain.
I've not written my goodbyes,
my romances or my tears.

I've not had anything to say,
the hurt has really stayed the same,
nothing new,nothing odd.
No need to plea or beg to god.

I guess you could say i grew up a bit,
but in my heart I'm still a kid,
still sleep with my teddies,
still cry at night,
spiders still give me a fright.

Not written in a while,
didn't know how to write it out,
but my page is no longer blank,
just a rearranged mess,
of the alphabet.

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  • 9 years ago

    by Azrael

    Never hold your gift in, please share it with us all.

  • 9 years ago

    by BlueJay

    I know this is miscellaneous for a reason but it almost feels sad, heartbreaking really. Because you mention your pain and a stagnant life, which is no way to live in the first place, then you say you havent written in a while which just seems to pain you even more. Your voice shines through here in a way that feels like its direxted at each reader but also at yourself, like you feel you have not been true to yourself without writing how you feel - change or none.

    Interesting read. But still quite decent.

  • 10 years ago

    by Midnight Sky

    Really nicely written here my friend