I'm sorry

Here I sit once again
Alone within my own mind
There is nobody here anymore
Everything becomes un-intertwined

I never thought it would hurt like this
Loosing this piece of my spirit in my step
Never has it just been me and my inner child
Oh how the inner voices in solitude have wept

My first voice of awareness and my guide of light
I can't believe I pushed her away like this
Had I known or thought for even a moment
I wouldn't of said anything letting her live in bliss

I have come back now to the place we started
The only place you have seemed to let me hold
Here I will sit once again in my own silence
And I will tame what is now still uncontrolled.