A poem i never wanted to share

For the first time in my life,
i feel like im wrong,
like i messed up bad,
and i actually mean it,
not just writing it in a poem,
but actually feeling it,
please stay with me,
i need you more than anything,
if your here its just us two,
and with how i act,
i dont deserve you,
but i didnt take a clue,
you liked me for me,
not the way isee things,
not the way i was always acting,
not cuz im funny,
not because im flattering,
but cuz im me,
please stay,
need you babay,
today im loving you,
nothing else but you,
nobodys ever made me feel like you do,
but you,
yah its true,
i was wrong,
wrong for you,
and now im going to tell you,
what im holding in,
with all my other inner sins,
and yes i can,
be a better man,
do you ever miss,
when we used to kiss,
soft lucious lips,
and did you ever think of me,
when we couldnt see,
eachothers love,
did it ever touch your heart,
you dont have to feel such a bitter taste,
of bad memories,
we could skip my old mistakes,
and take our time,
so were backing it up,
going back in that old part of our lives,
cuz right now.
i remember why im in love,
cuz i remember why im in love,
and i keep asking myself why,
was i so stupid,
not seeing my beautiful,gifted girl,
now she stays in my head,
but not in my world,
i miss you,
i wanna kiss you,
i need you......
AND I LOVE YOU,
and if you want my definition then,

i would die for you,
i would kill for you,
i would laugh with you just to help your mood,
and i would actually listen to you instead of being a jerk,