We all.

Murder-eyes look into me and say
like heresy, hear-say
look at me,
break my jaw,
blue bruise eyes punish me, I am remaking

i thought i wrote fifteen shades
of ecstacy on your neck
With my fingernails
and your teeth,
I paint.

with the smoke that clouds your heart
breathe into my lungs tar-coal-black son
Wild untouchable devil's son
cloud around your skull devil's son, un
become.
milk pale ungrown one