**resubmitted and edited, probably needs a lot more work, I will re-visit from time to time to try and make this flow a little better***
Purpose discovered?
Finally I've hope,
Abhorred this deep digging,
then daily crying spurned.
Time wasted forever,
Hurtful was I?
hatred had returned.
Feeling useless,
this always delivered images
reflected only desire
No........
searching soul hopelessly
then shivered
Demon residing deeply, mad this fire.
Educated? I'm remembering love,
Raw this feeling,
a heaven from above.
~~~~~~~~~~
Above from heaven
feeling this raw...
Love remembering I'm educated.
Fire this mad deeply residing demon!!
Shivered
then hopelessly soul searching
No!!
Desire only reflected images
delivered only this useless feeling
Returned had hatred....
I was hurtful
forever wasted time
spurned crying daily
then
digging deep
this abhorred hope
I've finally discovered purpose.
