Thoughts envelope me; unable to escape.
Why can't I wake
From this nightmare?
I swear; you're everywhere.
Sorrow burrows itself in the contours of my torn miserable heart.
I just dont understand why you decided to depart.
Confusion is written in the wrinkles of every soul that loved you dearly.
You should have seen it; I see it so clearly.
Now, it's all anger; hot tears of rage.
It's so terribly hard to act my age.
Temper tantrums that cause lashing out at innocent souls.
Unable to truly understand a reason we will never know.