All I Want Is To Be Saved

by Kota the Unheard   Oct 13, 2014


They ask me how I do it.
How do I be so brave.
If they only knew the truth.
All I want is to be saved.

I struggle.
I cry.
Nobody knows whats hidden beneath this smile.
My smile is only a mask.

A mask that is showing the world that I will be okay.
But even that becomes a question.
I cry myself.
To sleep each night.
Asking myself.
Why I'm even trying.

I see no light.
Only shadows in the darkness of my life.
Blood dripping down.
Pounding my fists.

I see no point.
Such a struggle.
No one here to save me.
I wanna be taken away.

From all this frustration.
Depression.
Suffering.
I want to be saved.

I need someone to show me that there is a point in trying.
I need a reason for getting up in the morning.
Don't know how much longer I can go on.
People don't care.
About lives that aren't there's.

All I want is to see some sunlight.
All I want is someone to hold my hand.
All I want is for someone, anyone to kiss the pain away.
All I want is to go a night with out consideration of suicide.

All I want is the burning to disappear.
All I want is some meaning to come into my life.
All I want is for someone to listen.
All I want is help.
All I want Is To Be Saved.

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  • 9 years ago

    by BlueJay

    Way too many people understand this, I'm so sorry its so well written cause it means you understand this kind of pain all too well. Great job at a heartbreaking write.

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