What Do You Want From Me?

On this night I'm sitting in my rom listening music
And when I get that text for you it takes all I have not to lose it.
I'm angry but yet I'm happy because I finally heard from you
It seems like forever has gone by, but it's only been a week or two.
It hurts to go without talking to you for so long but I know I will have to get used to it.
I know you saw me trying to talk to you all those nights,
I know you read my messages you just decided to not answer.
Should I give up?
Should I walk away and leave you be?
I don't know the answers, I keep toggling back and forth or whether I should keep trying for us.
Should I keep pushing for something that probably won't happen?
I keep looking at the past and comparing it to the possible future, should I just let go and let you come to me?
But every time I do that you always come back but only for a short period of time and it's like you don't even know what you want?
What do you want from me?