Em, such a beautiful sad write-I know you were being true to yourself when you wrote this. You are not undeserving of love, we all have had stuff we've done in our past or had done to us to make us feel less than worthy. You are special by just being you-I try not to get too religious but God has a plan for all of us even if we feel undeserving to even breath the air of the person next to us. Hugs and prayers-Brenda
Hello Em, everybody deserves to be loved and without love what is there left. Being alone is one thing but lonely is something far different. Nobody is perfect we all have made some mistakes but I am a firm believer that God will bring blessings along your way and he has a plan for each and one of us. Take care and all the best (hugs).