Your footnote (at the top of the page :) ) had me in stitches.
I will come back to this when it is in its completion, but let me just say that the content here is a great stand alone piece anyway.
Inspiring and cheerful throughout - what better sort of poem to read on a warm, sunny day?
Olwin, as the others have said it's quite frustrating when we lose something we wrote. I once wrote a full poem which I was impressed by and forgot so save it and didn't have a clue what I'd just written lol
Anyway this piece alone is beautifully I think and is quite a personal write as though we have put off days we should believe in 'him' but most importantly ourselves because in all honesty if we don't believe in ourselves who else will.