I had actually read this days ago and I LOVED it, but, I knew I was going to love it from the title (lol) Mwaha
Anyway, I interpreted this in a couple of ways but I got a little insecure- my apologies. I liked the spin you ended this with! Very dark and enticing as ADDICTIONS are. Whether it truly is being so caught up in carnal lust - or the bottom of a wine bottle- whatever it is, I think you really captured that sense of compulsion and desperation; The high that comes with fulfillment followed by the lows once you're forced to be without your poison, once again.