Thank You Ben & Brenda!
That is the msg, but still there is more to it.
The first word after every semicolon has a msg as well.
"I Am Far From Ok."
A style l've seen used, and I wanted to give it a try.
Daily many people around the world get up, paint on their smiles, pretend they have no worries or fears the face the world alone with "I am okay" and I think if you say it so much you begin to believe it yourself.