Damn you December.

by CountlessMoments   Dec 31, 2016


I will never forget
when December was my favorite month
nothing but joy and happiness
now filled with hate and stress.

Growing old sucks
I used to look forward to the month of December
Now I just hope for the best
drink my life away and hope I don't remember.

Because every month of December
I either lose someone
or I am fighting with someone.

As much effort I try
as much happiness and joy I spread
December becomes the month I shed the most tears
and I can finally say that I've reached one of my fears.

The fear of remembering
the memories that I wish to disappear
because now a days
I give help but when I need it, no one is here.

D*mn you December
I used to love you
now hate you.
All because I've pictured this month to be happy
yet I always end up alone and hurt....

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  • 7 years ago

    by Em

    December can be a rough month for many of us as Brenda said. I dislike December since my Nan does as she used to visit us for 2 or 3 weeks over Christmas. Maybe one day you may like December again.

    • 7 years ago

      by CountlessMoments

      Thank-you, I hope one day we'll like December again :)

  • 7 years ago

    by Brenda

    December can be a rough month. We are set up to have forced gaiety and expected to be happy even if our life is upside down at the moment. Plus add gray shorten days and cold nights, a recipe for the blues. I feel your pain, well done-

    • 7 years ago

      by CountlessMoments

      Definitely have been rough for the past 2 years now. I really hope one day that i'll enjoy December again.

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