Painful agony
slowly killing me
washing me away
i am nothing
not even part of this world
hiding from the chaos
surrounded by rings of fire
knowing evil awaits me
along with my fears
stressed and unloved
loser, freak, nobody
i live in my world
or more hide there
where there is no pain
just a mix of happy colours
i am not oblivious to your world
i just ignore it
for when i do not
when i am there all i see
is that it only brings pain to all
