How could you?

I love you so much
your one of my closest friends
i promised I'd be here
right up until the end
really i was hoping
that it wouldn't come too soon
but that night you told me
as we stared up at the moon
do you ever wish to die?
you asked me without a glance
i think about it all the time
i want you to help me, take a chance...
what are you talking bout?
i said lost in thought
life is not the path for me,
it is death I've always sought
you took my hand
slowly pulling me up
the cups not half empty anymore,
there's nothing left in my cup
puzzled and scared
i followed you to the edge
this is where i jumped
you pointed to the narrow ledge
i looked at you in fear
and you looked back at me too
one day i will do so once more
and you will know what to do
you handed me some folded paper
and told me not to let it go
our final goodbyes we then said
though that it was our last i did not know
a week later now
from that exact day
i got a phone call
from a girl who did say
I'm sorry, but honey
our naffee is dead
i fell to the ground
not believing what she had said
then i remembered the note
and scrambled across the floor
to find the last words
of a boy who is no more
i unfolded it carefully
and then slowly read
don't cry for me,
I'm already dead,
i love you so
and do not fear
you are not alone,
I'm always near

COULD ANYONE WHO LIKES THIS POEM PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE READ EITHER 'PETER' OR 'PETERS SUICIDE'