Too heavy.

by Alaskan Husky   Mar 24, 2017


When all i needed was solace
All i can do is dry each tear
Salty tokens of hell fire
Peoples laughter like thick flickering flame
When will it go away?
Is it my destiny to fear chuckles
Paranoid but deeply hurt still
Have mercy on me ive not yet healed
Give heed to my out cries of sorrowful abundance
I lack something...
I lack everything
When the woes of life come crashing in on my heart like a typhoon
Will God bless me with enough courage to have it be moved.
Is it true
Am i not safer than before am i as blatantly insignificant as ive thought to have been?
Thought to have Needed love realizing
Now its the same woes day in and day out. Looked around my mind for answers to a riddle so far unanswered
-what will make me HAPPY?
The answer is buried off in my swollen heart.
I ask the lord ...Just take me home.

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  • 7 years ago

    by Poet on the Piano

    Heavy indeed, friend.

    Keep your head up. Keep writing. I hope it helps and gives you some relief.

  • 7 years ago

    by Therapoetic4

    Such an important question!
    What will make us happy?
    Is happiness even attainable? Sustainable? Is it a reflection of our temporary conditions or evidence of an inward state.
    PLEASE continue exploring these questions; preferably through poetry to be shared here. ;-)

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