Love is a commitment

You were controlling,
And I was young and naive.
You were caring,
And I needed you.
You were kind,
And I was desperate for that;
So I held onto you.
You loved me;
And I couldn't have asked for anything better.
But You were selfish,
And I let you be.
You were manipulative,
And I fell under that spell.
You shut me out,
And I couldn't stop you.
But you weren't always so terrible;
I seen glimpses of who I fell in love
With here and there.
So I loved you anyways;
Because love is a commitment,
Not a feeling.
And for what it's worth;
I still love you.
No matter how much I shouldn't.