I've missed you every day since you went away.
I've cried tears of grief and guilt.
I wasn't there to protect you from the evil that took you away. I wasn't able to hug you one last time.
There's so many things I wish I would of told you. So many things I wish I could of changed.
I have so much anger from losing you the way I did. I've been angry at you for leaving me to deal with the guilt and disgust on my own.
I've hated myself for so long for not protecting you the way I should of.
For not being the friend I should of been.
If I could just turn back the time and hold you one last time and tell everything I never got to say.
To tell you I'm sorry for being angry and I'm sorry for being a let down and not being the best friend you thought you had.
If I could just tell you that I love you one last time. If I could fill this void somehow and this guilt.
I've missed you every day since you went away. What I would give just to see you for one more day.
You died without me holding you. You let go just a bit to fast. Our friendship was suppose to last.
It was all a plan to have us separated and it's something I can't change. I think you knew that if it were a choice. You would of found me lying in the middle of the floor.
You would of held me the same way I held you when I found you. I'm so sorry I wasn't there to protect you.
If I had one last wish it would be to give you a kiss and tell you I miss you.
