Oh, Em. This is such a deeply sad and emotional write. Sometimes our demons can really get the best of us, and it's a struggle to move past them and tune out their frightful voices.
"but I'll prove to these bastards
I'm a strong lady with alot of worth."
But with that attitude (love those lines, they speak volumes), those voices and demons don't stand a chance! Stay strong, hang in there, and keep putting one foot in front of the other :) Much love to you, hon!