In the moment

Your arms are my safe haven.
When everything feels like it's falling apart
Even if only for a short moment;
Your arms are where I find myself,
even on days that you are not here in person.
I've always been one to make a huge
Comeback after a hard setback,
And I find it easier for myself to be positive
as each day passes.
But when one of the threads in my tightly
Fabricated life comes undone
and threatens to unravel everything I've worked for,
You are the one that helps guide it back
Into place.
You are the clarity in a world that
has somehow managed to manifest itself
into one big lie,
The safety in a world that has become
So unsafe- for everyone.
And when I need reminding that the past
Is a place that should be kept in exactly that- the past;
You are the one who does that for me.
Your arms are a thing of my present
and your love and wisdom are
And hopefully will continue to be;
A thing of both my present and my future.
So here's to you my dear starboy;
Because living life with you here and now
In the moment,
feels like I've finally found what I've been missing.