Never give up on that feeling, Mel. You are too young to withdraw entirely from the the game of love - even if it is the most dangerous one we can play. Yes, the stakes are high and we risk so much...but that's because of the massive potential rewards.
Thank God you have started to dream again.
I mean as long as you are dreaming, we will get to read such beautiful poems.
So keep on dreaming and never quit, because the day you stop, it will become hard for us to breathe.
We are addicted to your poems.