Zoning In And Out

by C J T   Oct 5, 2017


Day dreaming,
I'm zoning in and out..
Pondering so much inside
Hiding all the doubt
Day dreaming,
I'm zoning in and out
On the outside I look calm
On the inside I want to shout
Day dreaming,
I'm zoning in and out
Trying to salvage my sanity
But my demons want to come out
Day dreaming,
I'm zoning in and out
Why was I given this anxiety
Questioning almost everything
I've ever been about
Day dreaming,
I'm zoning in and out
I'm watching the waves at sea
Wishing I could take you out
Day dreaming,
I'm zoning in and out
There's a light there in the darkness
But it feels like there's no escape
When reality doesn't seem
To ever fade away
Day dreaming,
I'm zoning in and out
My skeletons in the closet
Want to come out and play
Feel like I'm living in the shadows
Lost with no other way
Day dreaming,
I'm zoning and out
Take a toke from marijuana
With every hit I become stronger
Don't want to let this feeling go
Everything is better ,
When your so blissfully stoned
Day dreaming
I'm zoning in and out
Is it possible I'm to far gone
Can't come down from this cloud
Do you really understand me
Or you just saying that for now
Day dreaming,
Zoning in and out
Living in a nightmare
Heart so cold
Numerous stories behind her eyes
Day dreaming,
Zoning in and out
Longing for peace
With my future demise
When ill only be forgotten
In such a small amount of time
Day dreaming,
I'm zoning in and out
Scanning through all the memories
I'll forever cherish daily
Focusing on the laughter
Trying to keep from going crazy
Day dreaming,
I'm zoning in and out
Trying to salvage my sanity
But my demons want to come out..

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  • 2 weeks ago

    by Dagmar Wilson

    I can so relate and at times my demons
    have come out and I felt better.

    • 2 weeks ago

      by C J T

      Agreed.

  • 2 weeks ago

    by Em

    This has been me. So much recently thinking and thinking but not thinking straight at all if that makes sense I wish I had a vote left because I know this will resonate with many of us here

    • 2 weeks ago

      by C J T

      That makes perfect sense actually. Many are struggling with issues as such. If you need a listening ear I'm just a PM away (:

    • 2 weeks ago

      by C J T

      Ive never been voted for anything before but I really appreciate the try (: