I get these feelings inside my head I'm sure you'll understand
and even if I say I don't need you, I need you by my side
I wish I could help myself and from the monsters hide
but I can't so please tell me it's OK, be there to hold my hand.
You say you love me but these monsters scream "no"
and slowly my mind and heart they crack
I then withdraw my feelings that's when I really need your back
as I say it's "me not you" beginning to let you go
so if I say I don't love you please remember what I've said
because I love you dearly and I hope you know
as getting close and compassion are a no go
these thoughts just swirl off my tongue because of the monsters in my head.