So many thoughts buzzing round in my head.
So many feelings from what you have said.
So much to question, but you cannot answer.
So many hours; the days flying past us.
How can I know what you will not tell me?
How can I see what is not there to see?
How will I know if it was me, or simply
That you hasn't meant to let me fall so deeply?
What will the future bring if we stay friends?
Now I feel closer, so is that a lens
That has brought us closer. An insight more clear
That we can now share more, with a friendship dear?
Can we be companions, without all the touching?
You've talked, and you've shared, so I know you're more trusting,
But it was affection that you struggled with.
If we remove that, are you willing to give
The time & the effort that a friendship brings?
Didn't you know you got under my skin?
We could have carried on but you changed pace.
I couldn't help that I fell on my face.
If things had carried on just as they were,
We would have carried on. This, but a blur
Can be put behind us, but only if you
Are happy to carry the friendship on through?
I think we can make it. We've been friends for years.
Whether I love you is nothing to fear,
Because I love all of my closest, best friends.
The emotion that warms me will always extend
To those I care deepest about. Not just You,
But each one that I trust. Just a select few.
And you are most welcome to be one of those
Who are special to me. You're the friends that I chose.