There's no title fitting

All my life...
I've always wondered;
If you even knew I existed.
I have crossed many bridges,
Climbed many mountains,
And passed through countless oceans...
In my thoughts...

Hoping to find you.
Wishing to meet you.
Dreaming of holding you.
And being held by you.

I have searched for many years,
Lived through tunnels of tears.
Reminiscing in what could've been...
Did I really have a brother?
Was I really someone's little sister?

Only now...
After 23 long years of tributaries of tears...
After 23 long years of of being wounded by heart's spears...
After 23 long years of piercing fears...
Only now my search, my uncertainty has finally come to an end.
I finally found you dear brother, my friend.

What you mean to me I cannot express.
You are more than just someone I call on when in distress.
All my hopelessness...
All my helplessness...
All gone, you have come and I'm filled with fullness...
Fullness of joy, peace, hope and love.
I am suddenly on some high deneuve.
Something I've never even conceived of.

This is a fresh start;
A new road...
We'll both sit back and watch it unfold.
I'm believing that;
You'll see me graduate, get a chunk of my first millionaire salary, walk me down the aisle...
Something daddy is no longer here to can see...
You'll see it all for him...

*A personal writing from a happy, blessed heart.
*A feeling this heart has never known before.