May your ghost come and take me away
to the darkness I pushed you into.
May each curse of yours shower on me
cause they are storms from a distant past I need to encounter.
May each tear of yours fall on me like acid
until the day I learn to ...
How strange I do not know what it is I need to learn.
I know there is something amiss in me,
but what it is,
it's unknown to me.
I know goodbye's are much harder for you than they ever have been to me,
but my heart did shrink a little more today
(it never was big enough to hold your colossal heart in it).
drop, drop, drop, drop.
May each memory of mine you delete from your mind,
delete each memory of my life my mind ever stored in me.
May God bless you with every happiness I could not give you,
even if it means taking away the rest of my life.