I bet that if P&Q allowed anonymous submissions, I could probably still tell your writings apart from all the rest. Like Joe Satriani and Steve Vai have their signature sounds; you have yours in writing - and what an f-ing sound your writing has.
Stanzas 2 and 3 have got to be two of the best I've ever read, with this little gem being the heart:
"and I drown in verse that was never mine to inherit;"
High school English classes taught us to look for symbolism and the like to find the "true meanings" of the works of famous poets long passed, but I would gladly wake you from the dead to find out this one's true meaning so as not to do it any injustice.
I only wish it was I who nominated this piece. Keep writing, my friend :)