So many including myself suffer from depression of all kind. You are here for a reason and you have a purpose and your depression does not define you. I am here for you. Hugs

Long term illness especially when it confines you to bed can make you feel like life has no purpose. Never give up hope. Life has a way of bringing challenges that seem insurmountable but you are stronger than you think. Sending you a big hug. Milly x

I never had to deal with depression to myself, I've been sad at times yes, but nothing compared to those who suffer this terrible thing. But I have looked after (And still do) my mother who suffers from depression. I can feel your hurt, your sense of worthlessness.
But somehow we survive. We survive for those who can't.