I feel like a Tsunami has crashed into a hurricane,
destroying my entire life.
Floods of poison have washed away
all of the people that I thought would stay.
I need to learn to toughen up,
to become as frozen as the ice
that is now stuck inside my heart -
refusing to melt away.
I have slipped into the darkness,
destined for hell,
for the girl that I once knew
has gone like the wind,
making her great escape
from all that she had left;
it was only ever going to cause her pain!
It should not hurt
to want to love someone,
yet it always does.
It shouldn't cause a storm
to be loved back,
yet it does every single time.
So I am slipping away,
into the cage of darkness,
where I will never find the strength
to love someone again,
because this Tsunami
is demolishing me.
Perhaps the lonely darkness
is where I was destined to be.
