I wanted you so much,
but you were never around.
I needed you,
I trusted you,
but you always let me down.
I wanted you,
I believed in you,
but you were always nowhere to be found.
I never needed you so desperately
until I was frantically breaking down -
I needed you to hold me up,
but all you gave me was your silence
which crushed me underground.
It cut me up so deep inside,
I became so numb
that all my fears and pain
have finally gone away.
You don't have to worry about me any more,
I am happy that you left me alone.
I told you this would be how it ended,
but only you denied this possibility.
So let me prove to you this truth,
and leave your life for good.
Even if I drown inside this darkness,
I don't want you to save me.
From now on I walk alone,
thanks to the love you taught me.
