A dream

by Alice rider   Sep 15, 2018


I had a dream that my parents actually cared for me
That they loved me and held me in there arms and said how proud they were
But then I woke up and reality hits me
My mom wishing I was never born and my dad wishing I was gone I don't even know what I've done wrong it's always been like this always feeling a wanted
My mom calls me names and wishing I would just go and die well my dad dose not say it to my face he will just say things like trying to take your life is dumb
But he knows I don't want to live because of everything that hits me heck I'm only 18 but I have tried to take my life more then several time there's nothing I can do this pain.in my chest just won't go away I just wish that dream I had was real so they could say they love me even if it was not real

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  • 5 years ago

    by Milly Hayward

    Alice, what a heart wrenching piece. There is an old saying that says.. "You cant choose your family but you can choose your friends" Mr Darcy has given excellent advice. If you choose carefully and surround yourself with good friends they become the family that you need and they will be there for you through hardship and joy and when you are ready you will create your own family. You will find someone nice who will love you just the way you are.
    You are stronger than you think so don't let the trials of your past decide who you are in the future.. Sending you a huge hug and hopes for a brighter future. All my best wishes Milly x

  • 5 years ago

    by Mr. Darcy

    I hear your pain and frustration. Parents are people, just like you and me. It sounds like have issues of their own and this prevents them giving you what you need. We all need love - a touch - a hug - reassuring words.
    My advice, find your comfort in trusted friends. Go to the library and read self-help books. They can help! Be kind to yourself. If no one else can give you what you want, give yourself the reassurance. Listen to your own sence of reason; you'll find your own advice will make sence. Love you.
    All the best.

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