Nothing about you ever hurt me

Comfort.
Thats the first thing i remember needing to feel as i fell asleep last night
because things have been so tough lately and I've mostly had to deal with it alone.
So as i crawled into bed i told myself
to go to a happy place instead of thinking about all of the things that have been going wrong lately;
And your face is the first thing i pictured.
Not just your face but one memory with you in particular.
It was a long time ago;
Over a year actually but its one of the ones that burned in the back of my
mind because what i was feeling was
so strong i knew i'd never be able to forget it.
Remember when we walked the city for
two hours and when we came to a stoplight i hugged you and we stayed like that for ten minutes?
That is what flitted across my mind.
The smell of your cologne on your bright white under armor hoodie,
The warmth of you so close to me and the small weight of your head resting on
top of mine as i tried not to let my emotions get the best of me.
The love and comfort was so strong im
pretty sure that whole night left a mark on my soul;
A tattoo that nobody else could see or feel but me.
Its my favorite memory of us-
It was the first time it dawned on me
that i had been in love you long
Before i even realized it myself but i just didnt want to admit it.
I miss those days;
And even though sometimes it hurts
to look back because it has been so long since i have seen you-
Its okay because nothing about you ever hurt me.
It only ever kept me comforted and gave me the strength to keep moving forward;
Just like it did last night.