Loser ill remain to be

by DamonRay   Nov 15, 2018


These thoughts they fill my head. 
Everyday is a nonstop collision thats continuously circling.
A steady repeat of all the past memories hitting. 
A constant battle to see which thought will actually win. 
Wanting to be happy but knowing this man is angry always emotionless.
Never allowing another person to step in. 
Keeping to himself knowing others around truly want to help him. 
The fear of opening up to have that person disappear. 
That's the worse feeling if only this man could feel. 
Tears flowing uncontrolling but only on the inside do these tears flow deep. 
An emotionless man he truly doesn't want to be.
Looking in the mirror disgusted of the man looking back at me.
Hates a strong word but hatred i carry within me for me because of the person i use to be to who ill become is yet for you or me to see..
darkness keeps him without a light in the tunnel its clearly not clear but these memories arnt fuzzy.
the only worry he has is whats not yet happened with a fear of whats gonna be happening to his surroundings.
once people finally see him for the mistake he truly feels he has been and will always be.
destined to fail never to win once a loser ive gotten use to me....

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