Smile even your broken

I smile to hide my sadness,
I laugh to hide my pain.
But when im alone,
I cried so hard.

I want someone to listen,
But im afraid they will judge me.
I want to scream so loud,
But im afraid no one can hear me.

I cried so many night,
My chest feels like it going to burst.
I will try to fight,
But I will be ready for the worst.