As I Lay Dying

Falling into the darkness
Spinning out of control
Every wound on my body
Begins to take its toll

With every empy bottle
all I do is cry
And with every broken promise
I just want to die

I just don't understand
How it got to this
I've lost everything I am
For this feeling of bliss

So many days wasted
So much left to do
But as I lay here dying
All I think about is you

You don't deserve this
You didn't do anything to me
I've just been so selfish
And blinded by my misery

As I lay on the floor
Blood seeping from my wrists
Wishing I could hold your face
And give you one last kiss

As the pain leaves my body
My mind is set free
The only regret I have
Is I couldn't be me