Why?

I want to know why? Why did you do the things you did to me? Was I really that bad as a kid? You was my best friends dad I trusted you as my own. You asked me to come see I did not know what you had planned. I looked at you as my own dad. I was two days before my 13th birthday. You held me on the bed and had your way with me. You took my inocents. I can never get that back. Until this day I do not trust because you took everything away. You were like a dad because mine left.