Dear Andrea there are no words. My heart truly goes out to you and as a mother we keep on fighting.
"Losing the ability to reach out to the sun"
we are losing faith and prayers just don't work anymore. And still we will not give up.
You are an excellent mother. Please forgive yourself. Hugs to you

Andrea, what you are dealing with requires a herculean effort and the fact you are still standing says a lot. Keep writing, pouring these words out like spilt tears. We are here for you, sending love and comfort. Hugs you-

I forgot how much I loved your poetry...